I both love and hate the way my brain works. Its able to wrap itself around complex inter-personal problems and find possible solutions. That would be the part I love. The part I hate is the conditions it needs to work. Apparently, unlike a normal human brain, mine functions best on the delustions of sleep deprivation, going so far as to let me get enough sleep to make me REALLY tired (aka 3.5 hours) before waking me up to continue mental torture. So I didn't go back to sleep before I went to work.
But possibly I've figured out a solution that might save my relationship.yea.