I'm pretty sure I lost a few IQ points tonight. I watched the movie Zoolander. I thought that it was possibly like Josie and the Pussycats, completely aware that it was a silly subject and would be done making fun of itself. It wasn't. I used to like Ben Stiller so much, but now I'm not so sure. I still like Jerry Stiller, as Zoolander's agent, but the whole thing was just mind stoppingly idiotic. I don't recommend this one, at all.

I should probably pay more attention to whether or not I've disconnected from the internet. I've been connected for over 3 hours, and didn't realize it until I went to resign-on, thinking I had signed off more that 2 hours ago. Ooops. I hope my grandmother didn't think that someone had come in and killed us and in the process had knocked the phone off the hook.
Its odd, but she does think like that.

I am also now a redhead, well, again. My blonde streaks were showing a little too well and my roots were growing in, so I chose an even brighter shade of red than I had tried before... or so I thought. I don't even think Matt's going to notice.

Oh YEA! My favorite Buggs Bunny cartoon. "Kill the Wabbit" I thought that they were never going to play it again. I've been watching almost every buggs show on cartoon network and haven't seen it in years. Until tonight. I flipped on cn and there it was. I didn't even really know that they played buggs and daffy at 2am. Whoohooo!

I guess my theory that if I don't talk, things won't get worse is a bad one. Its not that Matt and I broke up over it, but its been "bothering him" that we don't talk anymore. When I get upset, I stop talking for some reason. I guess that it seems like the more I talk, the worse the problem gets.
Now he thinks its because he's not well enough educated. I read a bit too much and actually can tell people, from a picture, what Hadrian's Wall is. Funny that. From all of the people I've hung out with, I normally feel like the least intelligent. Especially if you've ever talked to the person who maintains www.fidius.org . He and I hung out for a long time, and he's incrediably intelligent. Its almost impossible to keep up with some of his conversation strains, because it just comes out of nowhere. Matt on the other hand, has more practical knowledge. While he is a massage therapist (for a little while longer, at any rate) he's still more scientist than philosopher. Hopefully we can get through this and find things to talk about.