I might just graduate. Weird.
I decided to go in to get a schedual book today for next semester, wasn't really hoping for much, since the advisor told me that they weren't going to offer most of the classes I needed for another two years, but I thought I should give it a chance.
Oddly enough, they're offering 3 of the 5 classes I still need. Hopefully I won't have any problem getting in to those classes, but this semster I'm also going to be smart and get my advising done early enough to teleregister. I think I'll do my gym classes too, just to get them out of the way, since thats the only gen-ed classes I still need. Whooohooo!

No idea what I'm going to do after that, maybe stay in school for another seven hundred years and get my teaching certificate.

I have an idea.
I don't think it would make anyone happy, but its still an idea.
Cruise ships are always looking for theatrical technicians. I happen to be a theatrical technician. I also happen to hate being in Kansas. However.
I don't want to abandon my mom, a cruise line wouldn't let me bring along a cat or a boyfriend, and I don't know that I could deal with having to live in my room on a boat for months at a time.

If it was on Carnival however, I would probably only be on board for a week or two at most, then might get some time to fly home and see people. I just don't think that I have the courage to do it. I don't know. I just don't know.

I don't want to leave Matt, I hate being separated for a day or two, I don't think I could handle a month or two. And then there's the ever present fear that he would find someone else while I was gone.

Maybe I'll just write and see if I can get some information, that wouldn't hurt me.

I am not gainfully employed. Which is not to say that I'm not productive, it just means that I'm no use to the market economy. Well, not much use in any rate. I have some money, only god knows how I managed not to spend everything like I normally do, but I don't have any coming in. So I have to be especially careful.
I would like to eventually move out of my mom's house, because I will hate myself if I stay. But, as I have no idea what I actually want to do in life, I have no idea in which direction to point my education so that one day I can become useful to the capitalist society.
I guess I'll have to pick up some crappy job that I'm way over qualified for so that I can pay for life until I become even more over qualified for it. ... eeep.

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Which John Cusack Are You?

Been taking fun quizzes tonight.

End date on my sick kitty. She was put to sleep on Friday. The vet thinks she had some sort of luekemia, but not necessarily feline luekemia. If its FeLuk my other kitties may have caught it, but if its something else I may only have to worry about one of them. They're doing an autopsy to find out.