I have a new favorite quote. This one doesn't seem to have the staying power of some of the others, but I still like it. And for now, it replaces both Dean Martin and Einsten.

Nequaquam vaccuum.------ the void does not exist.

Delerium is an intersting time to look at the world and thing.... what the hell is going on? I feel like I'm stuck into some sort of half rate movie. The plots ok, but they couldn't afford real actors, so there are puppets.... or something equally odd. What do you do when you realize that the person you're attracted to isn't unattainable? They actually are attracted back. This is new. And also when you realize that even though there is mutual attraction, that like magnets when the two parts are 400 miles apart the likelyhood of them coming together is faint. I'm not saying that it can't work, just that I don't know how, and that I'm so tired I'm coming up with really ramdom things to say.

Proof that I'm not growing up:
Why do I keep doing this to myself? After 4 years of college you Think I would have figured out that procrastinating on studying does little to no good. Yet, while I knew all week that I had a math test on Friday, did I ever stay in to work? Of course not. Even tonight, when I actually got off work at 1030, and I had all of that evening time stretching out before me.... I stayed to help out Cole and went to get a snack with him. Its so late now that I know I won't retain anything... maybe I'll just take a nap and work on this in the morning.

I only have myself to blame........ but I don't regret a minute of the time I've spent with my friend who is visiting from out of town this week. :)

I have an odd addiction. I read the engagement and wedding section in my local newspaper to see if anyone I knew from highschool is taking the plunge. And to me, a horrifying amount of people that I used to know are now starting their own famillies. My normal reaction is to freak out and yell about how we're all too young and what not. This weekend's edition was different. The wedding was between two of my friends in highschool... I really didn't expect that they would last this long, since they started dating the junior year of highschool. They've been married for a year today, so they didn't put their picture in the paper until today. I'm really happy for them. Maybe I'm growing up, but I kind of doubt it. :)